I stay up late

I’ve been staying up late these past day. My little girl is having a cough and slightly fever. But she is so active and spoiled. She is always asking me something she like and always wants to get it. I think all baby or kids are like this when they sick right? Spoiled brat. =D Yea, my little girl is spoiled brat but in limit. I give her what she wants but I also show her how things can hard to get. I am not saying I am giving her a hard time before she can get things, what i am saying here I am teaching her how to be careful and organized stuff. And not to be wasted. I am not rich but I wanted to be. But in simple and decent way. How I wish earning funds is easy as 1, 2, 3 but no even clever people is having a hard time to earn funds for daily expenses. I even got a first honor childhood friend who got no work now. She have been looking for work but we do not understand why they cannot accept her. She is college graduate but can only stay at home. I tried to help her to earn some funds in blogging but she is not interested as I am. Remember you will not learn the things if you are not interested on it right? I tried to ask her to learn and try to get interested but she said she couldn’t.

Ok let me share you my experience in blogging. You know when I start to blog about my life, I can’t even write a good english. All I write is tagalog and no english. I feel sad and uncomfortable having a tagalog blog unlike other blogger who have english blog and good. I feel insecurity which make me to stop blogging or writing. But after few months of not updating my blog I’ve decide to continue to write and learn. I learn little by little to tagalog, tagalog and english and then english. I am improving little by little and I’m really happy about it. I don’t even want to leave the blogging world! No, no one can stop me. I don’t have plan to leave the blogging, blogging help me in many ways. I can even earn from it but it’s take time. Especially me, I don’t have any skills and I don’t even a high school graduate. What more me if I’ll look for offline work? Who will gonna hired me? No one except maid or baby sitter right? It so sad but I need to accept it. Now you know why I don’t like to leave blogging. Blogging can help me not only from earning and also to improved my bad grammar english and meeting a new friend in online world! It’s like self study and hangout with friends online lol=’p Kiddin.

So yea, this is also the reason why I don’t go outside and look for friend anymore. Friend can be good but can be bad sometimes. I don’t have interest to be with friends anymore. No, not anymore. My priority now is my little girl and how I can earn more funds for us. Especially now life is getting hard. Work is hard to find. I have a dream, to be rich but in simple and decent way. I don’t know if blogging can help me but I’m hoping. And also who knows? I might find a permanent work in online and earn more funds haha. That’s hopes will be continued and no one can stop me dreaming.

I have experience that many blogger or readers telling me that I have a bad grammars post or article, bad layout, bad themes, or etc. That’s was before. I admit It’s hurt when I read it but that’s not mean I will stop writing. I don’t care if they tell me a bad words or anything, all I wanted is to continued my interest and learn more. How can I get what I want if I listen to them. You cannot get the things you wanted if you didn’t work hard for it right? You get what you want if you hard work and also you will learn from it at the end.