Dissapointed

I am so dissapointed that I didn’t able to please SMART Company to cut my contract with them. I apply SMART FREE PLans last March for 800php but I am receiving bills from them more than 1,500 everymonth. It just too much bills for me, so I went a head to their office and ask them to cut my contract but I get response from them that I will need to pay 15,800 pesos to disconnect my account. Then I ask them, what if I will not able to pay my bills everymonth then what will happened? The stuff said; I will need to pay penalty for that. Oh my, where I will get money to pay my bills if my monthly support will stop? I still have rent bills, electric bills, installment payment appliances bills and other things. This things make me so stress. I can’t really think what to do next. What’s in my mind right now is to work hard more in blogging and think carefully about our future. This task is not easy as 1, 2, 3. I need solution and help from family and friends but all of them need cash as well. I’m sad, confused and stress.